Monday, February 22, 2010

A PSALM OF LIFE


Tell me not, in mournful numbers,
  Life is but an empty dream!
For the soul is dead that slumbers,
  And things are not what they seem. 

Life is real!  Life is earnest!
  And the grave is not its goal;
Dust thou art, to dust returnest,
  Was not spoken of the soul. 

Not enjoyment, and not sorrow,
  Is our destined end or way;
But to act, that each to-morrow
  Find us farther than to-day. 

Art is long, and Time is fleeting,
  And our hearts, though stout and brave,
Still, like muffled drums, are beating
  Funeral marches to the grave. 

In the world's broad field of battle,
  In the bivouac of Life,
Be not like dumb, driven cattle!
  Be a hero in the strife! 

Trust no Future, howe'er pleasant!
  Let the dead Past bury its dead!
Act,--act in the living Present!
  Heart within, and God o'erhead! 

Lives of great men all remind us
  We can make our lives sublime,
And, departing, leave behind us
  Footprints on the sands of time;

Footprints, that perhaps another,
  Sailing o'er life's solemn main,
A forlorn and shipwrecked brother,
  Seeing, shall take heart again. 

Let us, then, be up and doing,
  With a heart for any fate;
Still achieving, still pursuing,
  Learn to labor and to wait.
                                         -H.W. LONGFELLOW

undecisive

why did i ever think i wasn't capable of taking decisions?
last sunday i took a decision
this monday i took one
coming friday i might take yet another
i decided to love me,
i decided to allow u to hate me
i decided to shout
i decided not to cry
i decided life.
twenty years down the line
i might repent my decision
but why would that bother me today?
i might not exist to see twenty springs
so i decided to live this spring.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

from contemplation to execution

the feeling is kinda great
when u let go things from the heart
when u speak the long unspoken
when u do the long undone
when u finally muster the courage
to state what u want n don't want
what u like n dislike
or liked n disliked
what hurt u n what made u happy
when u finally manage to post that long written letter
it reaches the destination or no doesn't matter
but now u know u can wait for a reply...

Monday, February 15, 2010

think!!!

he looks at u
u look at him
he smiles
u smile back
he comes to u
kneels down
n says..."i love you"
what do u decipher???
love at first sight..
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or
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desperation?????????

Thursday, February 11, 2010

A NEW START...

its been a while i've cleaned my desk,
a while since i dumped those scrapes in the waste paper bin,
a while since the blots of ink were wiped away,
a while since i turned from page 226 to 227,
a while since i made blue marks on white paper,
but now i plan to do it all again...

Sunday, February 7, 2010

and so on...

The life is a stage. Everyone comes here, plays his part and moves backstage. There are no rehearsals; every performance is the final one. Some play their roles smoothly, some keep on making blunders; some are always perfect from the very beginning. Why always this pressure for perfection? Why not leave me to play my part freely? People expect that I would always be the perfect one, rather cover up other’s imperfection with my smooth finish. Nobody ever considered the fact that I too am a human being, prone to making mistakes and learning from them. I am supposed to be the good girl, the benevolent fellow, the generous friend, the understanding partner and so on…

I should be the faultless possession my owners would like to flaunt and display in front of others. I am supposed to behave like the machine which should operate faultlessly just because it was tagged by a brand and came in with a lifetime guarantee and so on...

I have never been allowed to be myself. I had been just like the water which had continuously been transferred from one vessel to another. The vessels never changed themselves for me; I had to change myself for them. I went with the flow shaped me according to circumstances and and so on…

 I have been stabbed again and again, front, back, everywhere, but I could never cry out “et tu brute” coz mine was never a Brutus, it was “brutuses” and so on...

Have I learnt to endure, or have I become indifferent? Have I tried to exaggerate my pains, or has fate tried to exaggerate itself through me and so on...

Sunday, January 31, 2010

cant think of a title...

time has been
playing tricks with me off late, n u r just another martyr to it. i am
going through a very rough phase in lyf. whenever i look around, i see nothing other than
hopelessness. there are tiny flecks of light , i agree, bt those are not very longlasting.
they come and go like fireflies... after everything, i should have by now learnt to live alone,
by myslf. bt human nature betrays my experience, u know. i try to cling to the last aveneus
of hope, untill it leaves me alone , once again in a sea of delusion, to sulk and fret, yet another
ray of hope comes, and i again fall into the trap, thinking it wud stay this tym. though deep down my heart i
know, it is jst a passing phase, and will move on, leaving me in a pit of darkness once again.
maybe u were jst another passing phase...destined to come and go away...